:: nurse?? bley ker?? ::

ari ne 1st day kitorang visit hospital..srawak general hospital..dkat jak pon.
pas briefing ngan matron, kmi dbawa round2 kat ctu..huh..rsa len mcm jak tdik..
sbb xbiasa ngan spital ney..bsok maybe round2 bg biasa kn luk d ctu..then, ari rabu tu..
jeng3..mula la bjinak2 dlam keja nurse ney..yg aku-xbley-trima-nya..ak dpt kat male surgical ward..OMG..cmna la ak nak wat keja ne..huhu..msti ak pling bnyak kena thumbs-up ole mr.rek nt..haha..sabar jakla..
apapun., buat yg tbaik jakla...yg pntg mcm matron ckap:
~nurse is useful, not useless

~nurse cannot be lazy!!

~most important, nursing is honorable job...
arap dpt jd a good nurse..law ble..EXCELLENT..ok!! ^^

::miss you much::

i miss ma family
i miss ma cat
i miss him
i miss ma friends
how i wish to see them all now..
huh!!!!
what a lonely life..:(

::with or without you::

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side.
I wait for you.
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you.

Through the storm, we reach the shore
You gave it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you.
I can't live with or without you.

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.

My hands are tied, my body bruised
She´s got me with nothing to win
And nothing left to lose.

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you.

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you.

i can live with or without u..love that one!

::i'M gOin' HomE::

yeehoooo....finally...im goin home...cannot wait to take a one step out from this college...
hahahahaha.....mama,papa,ipan,all my cutey mutey cats...wait for me!!! huhu...
::but dizzey.,don be too chill ok.. you've got many assgnment to do remember!!
:: oh, then i will pretend not to remember, is it ok??
:: helloooo...are you nuts??
:: no, im not..i just want to celebrate raya in NORMAL like others..you know..WITHOUT any burden taking to home.....
:: err..erm.,well..like you said..
hahaha.....goodbye assgnment..see u after raya..huhu...i will not forget you..i promise..really, trust me..coz after that i will fully be with you n spending my time with you 24 hours a day..ok??
please..gimme some break..only this time..huhu...
uwahhh...think my eyes get its limit oready..bye my blog..mmuah
see u next tym..maybe after raya..hehehehe....happy raya...;)

::kisSin' u::

Sparks fly
It's like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's
No where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I've never seen

'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Wall's up made sure
I ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this till
I knew it was right for me

But no one
No guy that I met before
Could make me
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

love this song^^

::tHis i pRomiSe yOu::

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

bila dengar lagu ni.,rasa mcm nak nangis jak..huhu..ayat nya agak mdalam n punya mksud..
lagu ini salah stu lagu fevret gak..first time dgr lagu ni tym tgok vdeo suju hug and kisses..
lagu ni jdi lagu temanya..vdeo 2 agak lucu tp lagu ni wat dya jd sdey plak..hahak..
papun.,lagu ni mmang bes n tgkap jiwang gak la..hehe..

.::dizZey's LifE::.

its been a few days sya puasa kat unimas..huhu..tahun lalu di labuan.,apa2 pun bulan puasa mmang best..SANGAT..sebab mok raya..hahakk..lagipun bulan ramadhan memang bnyak fadhilatnya..so, bnyak2la beramal yer..
cita pasal bulan posa ne..,law di kolej perubatan, besa2 jak..bazar ada, tpi kat hospital.,law mok makan yg sdap2, knala bjalan jauh sket..law mok lagi bes.,satokla d serbu..tp kena nek kreta la.. xlarat jo jalan kaki..tp law da smangat-mok-pegi-tapi-tak-mok-kuarkan-duit.,jalan kaki la... huhu..
yala.,tmbg teksi tu bley wat byar mkanan..beli pizza pn sdap jgk 2..hehe..mntang2 la kmaren dpat mkn..smpi jgk hajat ak..huhu..nway.,skang ni i ada disorder yg d gelar "tak-sabar-mok-blik-umah" n i guess ramai lgik yg mengalami simptom2 sperti sya; tgok mknan buka posa trus ingat msakan mak.,hari2 tgok kalndar mok kira brapa ari smpi waktu tggalkan kolej.,n bila dgar lagu rya, mulala tringat kat kmpung.,mrcun,kuih rya,ktupat,duit rya,ayam msak liku',rendang,tumbuk...ok2.cukup.
nt makruh plak posa i..tp sbelum 2.,ada stu halangan yg msti d lalui law mok blik rya..EXAM.. huhu..mmang cun2 tarikhnya 3 hari sbelum blik.. konpom kna struggle ne..1st year msti wat yg trbaik..aza2 fighting dizzey..kla., sbelum m'undurkan diri., sya nak ucapkn slamat bposa n bramal kpd suma..law blik cni pas rya 2.,bwa2 la kuih rya ek.hehe..ok chow luk.salam.

..secRets..

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

..this song was sang by One Republic..and it was a theme song for movie "sorcerer's apprentice"
love this song very much..and the movie also..if u all have time.,try to listen this song..its very good..hehe,.why am i acting like a song promoter plak ne??,..hahak..its ok..try taw..chow luk!!

..aigOo.,sO slow!!

..1st of all i wanna talk bout the title.,you know what, i made more than 3 attempt to enter my own blog..huh!!! the line here is so 'lembab'...i dun know why it is so slow tonight..maybe it got bad mood or pms..hahak.,just kidding!! nway, i still have to grateful coz at least, i can search internet..right?!!
talking bout today.,erm,,nothing special actually., we have class from 8 am to 4 pm.,then we have cheers practice for water sports..fyi.,water sports will be held after raya holiday..semangat kan...
i think thats all i want to write here..see u later..bye,..

you think??!!

....burp!! opss sorry.,hehe..today is my full-of-stomach day..i ate many foods.; rice wif satay, lime juice wif honey, blueberry takawado, fruit rojak and later on.,my roommate gonna buy me a zinger maxx burger from kfc..OMG!! i will turn into a big, fat girl tomorrow..no,no,no,no..its not gonna happen..you know what..even i ate many..many..food, my body is still like this..trust me..i'm not lying..sometime i wanna be a little bit bigger, and my friend will said that i am weird..to wish sometin' that opposite from everyone wished..hahak..actually, i wanna be bigger cause anywhere i go, people gonna expect that i'm still in secondary school..huhu..and they will very shock knowing that i am a pre-graduate university student...poor me!! but the best thing is i always look younger than my age..ahahaha....(perasan)..dont be jealous..okay.,i wanna eat my burger now..see u later!!

..*hola komostas*~~

aloha..its me again..today is quite busy..just now we have meeting upps..later in 7.30 pm, we have another meeting for jpk..i've no idea what we're gonna do in that meeting..only in evening we have free time..huhu..seems that many people gonna going out to 'jlan2 di wisma' haha...me and my roommate sit together in our room and update our own blog..thats the only thing we did in leisure time..thanx to medical library coz always there for us..huhu..without u we cannot on9..and its gonna be the most boring part in my life..whoa~~i cannot imagine that..love u medical library!!

.....(^,')....

..huhu..today we hve no class but i'm going to main campus to manage my 'pinjaman kwsp'..
hope everything will be ok!! nway.,after today my life will be busy...we have so many meeting..assignment also..
huhu..i hope i can catch-up with my study here..it is so differ from matriculation..even the subjects(of course la...)
we cannot depend to the lecture anymore..have to be on your own..huhu...nway.,i will do my best..dizzey.,chaiyoO2..n.n~

anNyeOnghasEyO!!!

..hye, xtaw nak ckap apa sbnarnya..epi gak bab ahernya dpt buat blog sndri..,
i'm now tgh further study kat unimas..nursing.,actually.,sya x choose sgt nursing ne..,
maybe dah rezeki sya kot kat sni..nway., i will do my best lar....^^